A Life with Loves

A Dream

2011-06-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

I was walking on a street with Vanessa passing by three schools -- SMK USJ 4, SMK USJ 8 and SMK USJ 12 when we saw many germans were walking out from the schools. I told Vanessa that if there are germans in other schools, that means there must be some in ours. We quickly walk back to school.

We were all in class, when a teacher which is Puan Lau I think, was giving us a briefing about a competition, she said that if anyone wins the competition, she will give us anything that we want. Then I raised up my hand and said :" Teacher, If I won you must find Leon Dorando back to see me ok ? " And suddenly someone appeared outside the classroom, a guy. I can't believe what I saw, Vanessa is shocked and she yelled :" Jia Wen, Leon ! " pointing at the guy standing outside the classroom. Yes, I was pretty sure that's Leon, with a very stylish hair and makeups like Adam Lambert. I ran towards him and said :" Hi Leon !" He shook his head, he said :" No, I'm not Leon. "He said that he is from another group, he is not Leon. I was shocked, his face is exactly like Leon's.

I was in class again. Sook Wei is sitting at my place right beside Vanessa. I sitting quietly and listening to the boring lesson. Suddenly the teacher scolded me, she said that I was talking
while she was teaching, but I'm not ! That made me mad, I ran to the back of the class and cried. School ends, Wei Wen saw me crying, she comfort me and says that she need to go for cheerleading and say she will find me during recess. ( I don't know why its recess )

I went swimming with Vanessa at a club, its a very nice place, and we both were wearing a black t-shirt. After swimming, Vanessa went straight to my house, and we were chatting in my room. Moments later, my mum started calling us to get ready for dinner with my aunt. While we were in the car, I asked Vanessa whether she wants to go for dinner with my family, she said that her mum needs her to be at home before 7.30pm, I looked at the clock in the car, it's 7pm.

My father drop me and Vanessa off at a city. When we get off the car, we saw A german lady carrying a cute baby. Ken-G appeared and took picture of the lady, we ran towards them and Jia Hui appeared. Ken-G took a picture of 3 of us with the lady. It's time for Vanessa to go home, I wanted to send her home before I go for dinner with my family. I brought her to a subway to get LRT, and suddenly she dissapeared. I can't find her anywhere but I saw my brother. He was following me, running here and there to find Vanessa, and we arrived in a dark room.

I was alone in the creepy dark room, with a white dog. I can't see anything and I felt my hand touching a switch, I pressed it and the light right on top of the dog lighted up. I pressed the switch one more time and the light changed colour. It was just keep changing and changing, and the dog was staring at the light. It was getting very scary, thats the moment I woke up.

It was all just A DREAM. A weird dream.

The Invisible Stress

2011-03-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

Its been such a very very very long time, feels good to be back :)

Its 3 and a half month since new year's eve, its 2011 and I'm 15. Fifteen is tough, homeworks and projects is like japan's tsunami and my heart is like the earthquake, its breaking :(

To me, the worst thing is not homework, it is the invisible stress coming from someone, someone...else

Sometimes I will hate people suddenly, and I don't know the reason, why. I felt that I've did something wrong, and someone is blaming me, questioning me in silence, I can feel it. It is strong, like someone is hating me and this invisible stress is killing me !

This feeling doesn't feel good at all...I know that something bad is going to happen, I wish I coulad just die, to escape from the invisible stress...

You are always in my heart

2010-10-04T01:28:00.000-07:00

Uncle Alex is my father's brother, he is very close to my father...

Uncle Alex is a very joyful person, he likes to tell jokes to everyone, making people happy making people laugh...until now, I still can't believe that he had leave us to another world, leaving behind his wife and his two child which is my cousin sister and brother...

Every Sunday, we will go to his house for the youth activities, everytime when he saw me, he will smile and say: " Hi, where's yr papa?" He loves my father really much, he loves his family very much, the only thing is he doesn't love himself...nobody knows that he is actually a unhappy person when he is alone, he didn't told anyone about his problems, he doesn't want people to be worried about him...

I always thought that he was a man with no problem in life, just happiness~ He is a very kind man, he treat us as her own children, he is the best uncle in the world...

Suddenly, I miss his voice ; I miss his jokes...I can't believe that he will leave us so fast!!!

My uncle passed away on the 30th of Sep, after he came back from work...he is selfish, he should not had left behind his wife and children, especially his daughter who is still studying in Ausrialia...

My cousin sister rush back from Ausrialia on the 1st of October, she did not have a chance to see her father the last time, alive...

Uncle Alex's funeral is on the 2nd of Oct, on that day I saw my cousin sister and brother, standing beside their father's coffin, coudn't stop crying...and when I saw them crying, I saw cant stop crying...D: That day is the 1st time I saw my father cry...

Uncle Alex, rest in peace, you are always in my heart...

Rubbish

2010-09-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

I didn't did well in my English presentation today, I know its very very LAME, but I just cant think of anything better than that =(

Haizzz, I know I'm just a rubbish, a stupid rubbish, a rubbish that nobody cares about!!!

What's wrong???

2010-08-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

Since that unhappy thing happened, I had never be happy before...I don't know what is wrong...

I can't control myself from crying these days, I absolutely don't know the reason why I'm crying...every night before I go to sleep, I must cry at least 1 time to make me fall asleep...

Oh my Goodness, I felt like I'm crazy, totally crazy...I'm exhausted and stressed, I "EXPLODING"...

WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG???

Boring Saturday

2010-08-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

Wow, today is the most boring day in the week~

Hari ganti persekolahan, I like it sometimes because there will be less students, heheeee ><

Today is hari ganti for Deepavali if I'm not wrong...It was boring because Watermelon and Rainbow never come, just me, Yuki, Vanilla and JH...

During sivik period teacher never teach, so we play Hamburger...there was 7 of us : Me, Vanilla, JH, Jin yie, Yew Shiung, Eng Yaw and Guo hui...It was fun~

Science period we did the neutralization experiment, it was so cool...next week we are going to teach those who didn't come today, yay~

That's all, can't think of anything to write already, goodbye~

My First Times

2010-08-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

First times~ Hmmmm...It really makes you happy~ I love that feeling~

The 1st one : My first time to perform in choir with my best friends rainbow and yuki, maybe I should say the first performance in this school,wow it was so so so cool~ I'm so so so happy~The performance is so great~When the audients are clapping, I felt so so so proud~Oh my goodness.......I LOVE IT!!!!!!! CHOIR ROCKZ!!!!!!

The 2nd one : My first time to wear thee blue baju kurung (costume), although it is very hot when we wear it, not that 'hot' ya...is panas, SWEAT... so so so great~

The 3rd one : My first time to wear black shoes to performance~ it was so so so...er...so...GOOD!!!! =D

The 4th one : My first time to go Winter Watermelon's house, wooohoooo~ I bet it will be very very very fun~yay~

Haha...this is all my first times~hope u enjoy them!!!

Yaayy!!!!! Boooooo!!!!!

2010-07-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

YAAAAYYYY~ July test is finally over!!! Woohooooo~

BOOOOOO~ I can't do the kh and science paper, so difficult!!! Noooooooooo~

Haizzzzzzzz~ I'm so sad~ Very very sad~~

Angry

2010-07-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

I'm really angry!!! I don't know the reason why I'm angry, but I'm just angry!!!

p/s: Came back from port dickson, fun!

一个不开心的“物体”

2010-07-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

坐在那儿，感觉上我好像是个多余的“物体”，一个阻碍他人的“物体”。

我不想这样，我不开心，但不是生气。没有任何的生气。

其实很简单，我只想大家都开心。

问题到底在哪儿？还是。。。根本就没有问题，是我多心而已？

无所谓，只要大家都开心，我开不开心是无所谓的。见到你们开心，我就开心。

Unexpected

2010-07-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

So sad! Argentina had lost to Germany in 4 to 0. This is very unexpected.

All the other strong teams had already return to their own country, except for Spain, Germany and Uruguay.

I don't think Uruguay is a strong team before this, but after they beat Ghana yesterday, only I realize that they are quite strong.

But I'm still supporting Argentina, although they had lost to Germany, hope they will win the cup in the next Fifa, which is coming in four years time...Gd luck to Messi =D

The next match is Paraguay vs Spain, I think Spain has a shot to win the cup.

Too bad, the two team which I'm supporting had gone, no!!!!!

Report card day ; Carnival

2010-07-02T02:45:00.000-07:00

Holiday had past.

Today is the report card day of my school, I'm very happy because my father first time taking my report card =D

The nightmare isn't over yet, my mum will scold me for my bad results this time, oh no!!!

Next saturday is the carnival day of my school, yeepee!!! We are doing pre-sale this few days, including next week. Our stall is really not bad.

Sadly, I'm not coming for the carnival because I'm attending a camp of the buddhist school, I hope next year I can go for the carnival, looking forward =0

害怕 ; 后悔

2010-06-13T22:15:00.000-07:00

耶！等下就出发到云顶高原去了，好兴奋！

但是，我很害怕。害怕假期结束后都还没把功课完成。

我也很后悔，后悔自己为什么没把功课完成才去玩。

唉，这次我真的死定了！

所以最后，我决定把功课带到云顶去做，这样至少令自己舒服些，哈哈！

假期

2010-06-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

这次的假期，
很闷，
非常闷，
超级闷！

第一个星期，
星期一至四，
整天在家。
爸妈得上班，
弟弟上学校补习课，
我？
独自在家。
看电视，
做功课，
睡午觉，
生活就是这一般。

星期五，
救星到来，
阿姨和表妹。
晚上去了一个新地方，
Sunway Giza用餐。
当晚世界杯开慕，
很热闹。

星期六，
日上三竿才起床。
下午两点多，
到Mid Valley逛街。
晚上九点多，
归来。
走了六个小时多，
累死我了！

明天，星期日。
和朋友们一起度过。
去了Sunway Pyramid，
一个字，
爽！

第二个星期，
星期一至三，
将会和阿姨一家去云顶。
两个字，
万岁！

结论：
功课还有一大堆，死定了！

Happy Holiday

2010-06-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! Long time never write my blog already...because of exam and some other problem =)

Exam had finally over, my results is not good as I wanted it to be, sad =( Luckily it's holiday already, makes me forget about my bad results >< But there's a whole bunch of homework waiting for me to complete, I'm exhausted!!!

I'm so excited, waiting for next Sunday, I'm going to Sunway Pyramid with my friends again, yay!!!

Last Friday is the last day of school for the first term, time is running so fast! There is only 18 students came for our class on Friday, 18 out of 41. Some had went for "Choral Festival", but some is lazy... But this could be understanded, because exam was over =) Actually I'm lazy too, but I enjoy the feeling when there is very less ppl in school, haha ^^ Recess is quite boring, just JH and I...JY went for Choral Festival, SW and VYPX was absent, so there's just 2 of us...but we had fun too!

There are many funny things happening on Friday.

1st, our moral teacher, Pn Praba was absent, the relief teacher for the second period is Cik Siti. Eng Yaw was singing loudly in this whole period, its very very funny! While he was singing "I'm a Barbie Girl...", a indian girl pass by, and then he immediately stop his singing, the whole class was so quiet...After the indian girl walked away, Eng Yaw continue his singing, then whole class was laughing again...He did not just sing Barbie Girl, he had also sing Man In The Mirror, Beat It of Michael Jackson and Baby of Justin Bieber, instead of "baby baby baby oohh...", he sings " siti siti siti oohh..." OMG, it's really really funny ...

2nd, the boys was kicking the glue bottle in our class, just like playing football. It was very annoying at first, but when this guy, Sandish Singh, he was standing in front of the blackboard facing the door, when he wanted to kick the glue bottle, his shoes flew towards the door and finally down to the tapak perhimpunan, the whole class was laughing once again =D

So these are the jokes of Friday, people who was absent on Friday really had missed something fun, haha =)

Ok, that's all for today, Happy Holiday everyone, have a pleasant holiday wif your family and friends, I'll miss all of you, haha =P

Doesn't she know what is FAIR

2010-05-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is the WORST day I ever had, next week exam is starting already, why can't she just let us do some sports to relax ourselves before the stressful week?! Why can't she just think of our feelings before she scold us?! It's so UNFAIR !!!!!

Five of us was so looking forward for yesterday, but everything had destroyed by her!!! Just late for about 15 minutes, then she considered us ponteng already... Moreover, we did not know that Cik Suhaila is absent!!! When we know that she was absent, we did go and look or her, WE REALLY DID !!! But she was not in the office, what does she expect us to do??!

We were waiting for this day for so long, and yet we did not get the opportunity to play... I admit that perhaps we had made some mistakes, but can't she just care for our feelings?? She keep on scolding us :" I'm so dissapointed to you, you made my spectacles broken!!! I don't care, all of you are going to get punishments, I'm going to tell Pn Lau about everything!" Just then, Puan Lau passed by, she immediately shout:" Lau Lau!"I'm sitting there, thinking : of course we know you are dissapointed, but do you know that we are dissapointed too?! You are just scolding us without caring our feelings! One more thing, we did not know that you have spectacles!

The moral subject is also teaching us, we must be FAIR as a human being. We must be FAIR in whatever things that we do, that is KEADILAN...Doesn't she know what it means??! Anyway, I hope that there will not be a second time, I claimed that we were unlucky this time...

*It's really funny when we were hiding like thieves, five of us really is 有福同享，有难同当，haha =)

Hate to be a student

2010-05-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I hate to be a student. I don't like exams, especially the history subject, it is making me explode!

Why must there be exams? Who created exam? I supposed everyone wants to answer...but who can give me the answer?

Exam is around the corner again, it's on the 20th of May, there is only one thing that I'm thinking about, I hope the time will just pass a little bit faster, perhaps this is a wish of every student >.<

Specially for VYPX : As you see, I'm using English already. Open your eyes bigger and look carefully, this is ENGLISH. o.o Now I'm not a Chinese Apek anymore right?

离别了

2010-05-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

那天放学回家，偶然见到阿姨和表妹坐在车上，好高兴啊！我阿姨和我那五岁表妹是住在怡保的，她们很久才会来探望我们一次，所以当我看见她们，心里的开心简直无法形容。回到家，表妹鬼鬼祟祟的，说有一样超大的惊喜给我，弄得我很紧张。她叫我闭上眼睛，我跟着做，她牵着我的手，把我拉进屋里。

终于来到最紧张的时刻了，我以最兴奋的心情把眼睛张开。。。我简直不敢相信我眼前的这个“惊喜”是真的，他是一个正在熟睡的婴儿，我走上前模模他那可爱的小手，真的很可爱。这是阿姨说，眼前这可爱的婴儿以后就是我的表弟。我真的很开心，我有多了一个表弟了！

这几天，我天天都很早起床，为的就是要跟我的小表弟玩。每当我捉住他的手，他脸上就会露出那可爱的笑容。这几天，我都是负责喂他喝奶的人，他喝奶的时候，会一直发出声音，好像在跟我谈天似的。跟他在一起，我真的很开心很开心。

今天回到家，一进们就见到阿姨红肿的眼睛，很明显的，她刚哭过。我感到很奇怪，所以一直都不敢问妈妈到底发生什么事。我一进门，第一件事当然是去模模正在熟睡的小表弟，然后就一支箭飞上去洗澡了。

洗完澡后，一下楼就看见表弟趴在沙发上望着我笑了。哈哈，真的很喜欢他笑的样子。和他玩了一下，我就跑去吃晚饭了。就在这时，我看见阿姨抱起表弟，小小声地和他讲话。走进一点，竟然见到阿姨又在哭了，更奇怪的是，站在阿姨身边的表妹也在哭呢！我很想知道发生什么事。

后来，我从妈妈口中得知，这可爱的孩子原来是阿姨领养回来的，原来他不是我的亲生表弟！他的亲生妈妈因为不舍得把他送给别人，所以决定明天把他带回家去了。我真的很伤心，虽然他不是我的亲生表弟，虽然我们只相处了几天，可是我和他已经建立了深厚的感情，一听见他要走了，我不禁悲从中来。妈妈说，我们应该替他感到高兴，因为他终于可以跟家人团聚了。这也对，但我还是控制不了我的情绪，我舍不得他走，我不要他走！！！我已经替他想好了名字，叫做陈纬言。

纬言，再见了！希望我们以后还会有机会见面，希望你长大后，还会记得我这个“表姐”。

最讨厌的事

2010-04-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

最讨厌的事，缺课。学校的课，而不是补习课。

明天又得缺课，因为玩晚上爸妈要出门的关系，没人接我放学，所以只好缺课。唉，每次都会因为某种原因而令

我做我最讨厌的事。幸好有为贵人相助，帮我拿功课。我信任她，所以我也放心了。

今天阅读了一本小说，《一封迟来的信》，它令我有了许多感触，也令我获益不浅。阅读了这本书，我更加学会

怎样做人了。我喜欢这本书，有空不妨去阅读。

今天很早就来到了学校，朋友们都还没到，所以只好在凉亭独自看书。当时的天气凉爽，坐在那儿是一个明智的

选择。过了半小时，天空下起棉棉细雨，由于凉亭与食堂有着一段距离，趁还没下大雨之前，我赶紧背起书包往

食堂的方向跑去。过后因为食堂里十分闷热，所以就去了图书馆阅读。可能是因为天气吧，令我觉的懒懒散散

的。

十二时三十五分，我离开了图书馆，回到食堂的时候，朋友们都到了。我买了一杯饮料来喝，然后我们结伴到食

堂后的树荫下谈天，然后玩了一个即无聊却又逗得我们很开心的游戏，‘剪刀石头布’，哈哈，幼稚吧！

不久后，就得排队回班了。

今年的学校生活，真的比去年的生活来得更加地充实了。

少年游

2010-04-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

聚了散了
来往的人们在讶异
谁为你停留谁为你哭泣
伴着少年游的只有孤单
昏黄的夜只有落寞的月
照亮我一个人的少年游

当春天化成了泥，春风却不见了，
谁在怨，天时已冷，
冰冻了我的心。
风儿风儿从哪儿吹？
是谁在梦中，
留下了一宿的醉......

朋友，我的一切

2010-04-24T09:12:00.000-07:00

有人说：“小学时代的朋友是最真挚的。”可是对于我而言，只要大家都是真心相待的，无论我们认
识的岁月有多么短暂，都会是最最最真挚的朋友。

之前我总爱问自己或别人，“你有几个好朋友？谁是你最好的朋友？”那时的我，总是认为越多好朋
友就代表人缘越好。现在我逐渐领悟到，人与人之间的相处其是很复杂。要找到跟自己志趣相投的
朋友实在不容易，所以朋友之间是有着微妙的缘分。有句谚语说：“酒逢知己千杯少，话不投机半句
多”，每个人的生命中都有着很多过客，有多少人可以陪你一起老，又有多少人只是 Hi & Bye 的朋
友。

朋友，是我的宝藏，我的一切。遇到了，就要珍惜。爱要大声地说出来，现在就对你的朋友们说
声“我爱你”吧！这样，她们才能领悟到你对她们的真诚与爱 >.<

今日的学校生活（她）

2010-04-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

今天是星期五，我最爱的一天，因为时间表里没有我不喜欢的科目。

我在下午十二时二十一分抵达了学校，因为得出席课外活动。课外活动结束后，我发觉她心情不那么好，所以不敢去吵她。和她相处了整整四个月，我已经开始了解她。心情不好时，她不会希望别人和她说话（如果我没错的话）。所以每当她心情不好时，我都不敢去干扰她，以免弄到她的心情更糟。

到了下课，她的心情都回来了，而我也试着主动和她谈天。自从和她们下课后，我发觉我比以前更加地爱说话。

终于到了体育节了，这往往都是我们最兴奋的时光。体育老师缺席，代课的是教我们生技的老师。幸好老师让我们玩，而不是要我们留在班上自修。刚开始，老师拒绝让我们打羽球，因为老师怕我们用了羽球拍后不把它放回体育室。当时老师的反应真的把我给气坏了。经过我们的苦苦哀求后，老师终于答应让我们打羽球了。

今天的天气虽然晴朗，可是却凉风习习，不是打羽球的适当时机。而我今天的球艺也不知道为什么退步了很多。要不然就把球打歪，要不然就是连开球也开不准，害得她一直要拾球，真是过意不去。

今天时间好像过的特别快，感觉上打了没几粒球就敲钟，放学了。这也好，以我今天那么烂的球艺，再得让她拾球的话，我就更加过意不去了。

我喜欢和她一起打羽球，因为我的球艺还稍微比她逊色，得向她多多学习。我喜欢和她一起聊天，和她聊天时，感觉很轻松。平时有什么心事，我都会想告诉她。

她和我是同道中人，都喜欢打羽球。我很高兴能够找到一个那么好的羽球伙伴，更高兴能够认识到她。

相信大家都想知道她是谁，她本人肯定会知道。而我只能说，她是和我最谈得来的朋友，也是我最欣赏的一为好朋友。

命运，是那么残忍的吗？

2010-04-17T09:21:00.000-07:00

今天，是学校运动会。这场运动会，相当地精彩。比起我去年的学校，来得更加精彩。

在那空气清新的早晨，站在那一望无际的草场边，真令人心旷神怡。家长们，学生们，陆陆续续地进场，观众席上座无虚席，我好不容易才找了个位子坐了下来。

朋友们都有各自的工作，有的参加操步，有的须执行任务。而我，本来应该在准备进场。可是却错过了这次的机会。

我是乐队的一份子。我很惭愧，令妈妈失望了。我知道，她等这一天，等了好久。她很期望我会在

今天，我拿着相机，拍着运动会的情景。我看着乐队在我眼前走过。这一刻，我心如刀割。我多么希望拍照的人不是我，而是我妈妈；我多么希望乐队里捧着大鼓的人不是他，而是我。

这时，我惭愧地望着妈妈，她就坐在观众席上。我看见她手里拿着手机，也正在拍照。她说想看看乐队的制服是怎样的。她还说，如果我穿上了制服，一定很美。

原来这一切的一切，都只是浮云。命运按排了我没得出场表演，命运安排了我得令妈妈失望。但是，我不相信命运连一个机会都不给我。它应该没那么残忍的，对吗？

我希望，答案也不是残忍的。

懦弱的宿命

2010-03-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

至下个星期的我：

你以为时间过得很慢，抬头却发现三个月即将过去了......

你以为不舍的是懦弱的宿命。

你看见那天天站在闸门等待的孩子，你发现心里也累积了一点...一点的难过。

今天你告诉你自己你成功了，可以絮絮而谈了，不用顾盧了......你要小心地看着自己的双脚，筹谋踏出的每一步。

你已在小学毕业了，你问你自己：“你害怕吗？”

我错了

2010-03-23T08:21:00.000-07:00

今天下课，我和四个好朋友一起下课。我想主动和她们聊天，却不知道该聊些什么。她们不停地问我为什么这么安静，我却又答不出。我想参她们一起讲废话，可是我又怕自己说错话。我认为，不说话是最安全了。听到她们讲一些好笑的东西，我就笑。除了这个，我什么都不敢。为什么？为什么我会这么地没胆量，只是开口聊聊天而已，怕什么？现在，大家都说很难和我沟通。我也认为自己很难和别人沟通。

我这才发现，原来我那个不说话的想法是大错特错的。可是我现在才发现会不会太迟了？我好想大胆的说话，可是我能吗？还有没有人愿意和我做朋友呢？我真的不想没天被妈妈骂我没胆，我不想让别人认为我是缩头乌龟，我想改变我自已，成为爱与别人沟通的邢嘉纹！

这是什么感觉？

2010-03-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

今天，到底是怎样的感觉？一大清早，我就被那熟悉的声音给吵醒-闹钟。我很累，异常地累，模模额头，没发烧。我很想倒头再睡，可是又被妈妈叫了：“去冲凉啦！还睡，真是只懒猪！”唉，没办法，只好乖乖地听从命令。冲凉的时候，手臂突然感到一阵刺痛，大概是昨天溜冰跌倒后所造成的吧！又听见妈妈催促弟弟冲凉的声音了，聪明的话，就赶快冲凉洗脸，以免又得唉骂了！

早上十点多，妈妈带了我和弟弟去理发店剪头发，由于后天即将开学，妈妈想让我们带着整整齐齐的发型回到学校去。

今天是星期六，是我最自由的一天，平时的我在星期六就最好动，最高兴了，怎么我今天懒懒散散的，一点也不快乐呢？理发师帮我理发时，我脑子里反反复复地想着这个问题，我今天到底怎么了？理发完毕后，我望着镜子里绑起头发后的我，哇，我的“马尾”变得好短了呀！过后，就去逛逛书展，买了一本小说，‘辍学的日子’，应该蛮好看的。

下午回到家，好累好累了，去睡个午觉吧！睡了整整一个小时半。醒来后，糟了！睡了那么久，晚上肯定睡不着了啦！我赶紧吧“再睡多一下子”的念头抹掉，然后就拿起刚买的小说来阅读。读着读着，不听话的眼泪在我脸庞滑了下来。故事好感人哦！多亏那本感人的小说，让我哭了起来，我顿时心里舒畅多了，那种奇怪的感觉也就渐渐地消失得无影无踪。

晚餐，我们一家大小在‘旺角茶餐厅’享用晚餐，那个地方非常优美，应该是一间刚开张的购物广场吧！挂在天花板上的巨型风扇，让到那儿逛街的人都感到好凉快，也把我心里那不愉快的心情给吹走了。

我今天的心情可以说是忽冷忽热，也可以说是非常地不寻常，有谁能告诉我，这是什么感觉？

Sad =(

2010-03-19T03:06:00.000-07:00

Finally our gathering in sunway had ended today, so sad =( Let me share, This morning I woke up at 07:37 am, so early...after my breakfast, my father fetch us to Sunway Pyramid at 9:45am, I thought I was the last people to arrived there, but when I reached, all of them are not there yet, so I just jalan jalan there with my brother, its early and not much people shopping yet. Finally when I'm in the LG2 toilet, SW called me and want me to take her from the main entrance, I say I was lazy so she just walked in herself =.= After I met SW, we went to buy ticket for ice skating. When SW finished wearing the skating shoes, all of them arrived. After they finished wearing their shoes, we went in the ice rink to skate, duh =.= I fell down many time and my butt is so pain, OMG! My friend QY,this is her first time coming for ice skating, she is so scared, so JY and I teached her how to skate. Then, JY and QY fell down together and JY hurt her wrist, so sad =( Hope she is ok. After skating, we went to the Jusco food court for lunch, no big deal. After that, JY and QY need to go back home already=( because JY's mum scared QY's mum will be worried about her(QY). Then we went shopping with SW and the rest if them, Popular, Cinema, Arcade, Asian Avenue and more...SW went back home at 4:10pm and I went back at nearly 5pm,and the rest of them also...This is such a fun trip but not perfect without my 'lg', JY. I'm looking forward for the next gathering =)

Extremely Exciting

2010-03-18T02:02:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow going to Sunway with my friends, I'm sooo exciting, must be very fun! Holiday is coming to an end, going back to school again=( Omg! Still not yet done my homework, and one more thing, do watch this movie ' Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief' , you will love it, its really nice! I like the main actress, and some part are funny, haha=)

Results

2010-03-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

Exam had finally ended, freedom!!! But, the nightmare is just at the starting,RESULTS of exam is not very well, but I'll try my best on the next exam, but still very very sad...one of my friend her results was very well to me, but maybe she doesn't feel that the results is good, so she is very down this few days, everyday when I saw she was unhappy, I will also feel unhappy, duno why...anyway, hope she will cheer up, exam is not everything, we can try even harder for the next time. My friend, I believe you can do it, good luck to you, I will always be there for you :)

My Lovely Sunglasses :(

2010-02-17T06:10:00.000-08:00

I'm so sad :( Because my favourite sunglasses is BROKEN !!! Aaaaaaaaahhhhh !!! But it can be repaired anyway, but my mum is always so busy, no time bring me to optical shop, haizzzz !!! Can't wait when I can wear them again :)

Last Sunday when I was still in Kelantan, I accidentally drop them on the floor, and they become like that :(

Beautiful Pavilion

2010-02-16T07:06:00.000-08:00

Today is the 3rd day of Chinese New Year, so fast...In the afternoon, I went to my aunty's house in OUG, we play blackjack together with my relatives and I won Rm8,wah...I damn happy leh!In the evening, I went to the most beautiful shopping complex in Kuala Lumpur, The Pavilion. My parents brought us there to enjoy the Chinese New Year decorations there. Wow...they are gorgeous! Every time if there is any events like Christmas, Hari Raya or Deepavali, the most beautiful decorations is always in Pavilion. So I love this place very much, but I never bought anything there, the things there are so so so expensive, I don't have enough money to buy, hehe^^Here are some photos that I had taken in Pavilion.

This is a huge tiger tail that I caught in the Calvin Klein shop inside Pavilion, don't know why they never put the head of the tiger, haha~

These are pictures of Chinese New Year decorations, aren't they beautiful?!

This is my brother standing at a street beside Pavilion which is full of Lanterns and 'Pink Trees'.

This is the shop that my mother likes to go the most, Louis Vuitton~The bags inside can cost over RM 10000.

Isn't this cute? Nowadays, tigers can also become professional models, haha~

I love the Chicken wings^^

This the book shop that I had go after I finished my chicken wing^^It is as large as Popular...

This is another picture of my brother standing in front of his dream car, you know what? The owner of this car is just standing behind me^^( I'm holding the camera)

Haha, that's all for my Pavilion trip this time, Nitez~

Holidays

2010-02-11T07:07:00.000-08:00

There is one week holidays coming for Chinese New Year...sometimes I like holidays very much, but sometime I hate holidays very much, don't why...Tomorrow I'm not going to school because of Chinese New Year, going back to Kelantan, I don't like that place, that's why i don't like holidays, Sometimes I hate holidays because they make me missed many school classes, sometimes I like holidays very much because I can have a rest during those boring days...Sometimes I hate holidays because I can't meet my friends, sometimes I like holidays because I can get a chance to travel somewhere, but not every holidays of course...Sometimes I hate holidays because it's too boring until it make myself becoming lazy, but sometimes I like holidays because it make my life more interesting...So at last, I like and I hate Holidays!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2010-02-05T17:40:00.000-08:00

Woohoo...Chinese New Year is around the corner, so exciting to get all the 'ang pau', haha...Time run so fast, I had came to Seafield for two months, everything is all right, but not 100% of course, there are some very complicated problems, lazy to write...Aiya, just don't want to talk about things that will make us unhappy, anyway, I just wanted to tell everyone that I'm very happywith my new friends, they treat me very well, so I'll be happy everyday^^

^^

2010-01-28T20:34:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone,Happy New Year!! Wah, long time nvr write my blog liao,coz after I transferred to SMK Seafield,I've been so busy,many homeworks and activities everyday...But I'm happr coz I get to know many new frenz,they are so nice to me,but I also miss my old frenz very much...today is one of my new fren's b'day,wish her a very Happy Birthday!

A Very Sad Day

2009-10-25T08:03:00.000-07:00

Today my parents were fighting again, although it just last for only a few minutes, but that really freak me out because they were fighting at the Kim Gary Restaurant in Sunway Pyramid! All the other people was just looking at our table, it was so embarassing! I was really sad because my father scolded my mother and she cried...I hope that will not happen again or I will think about leaving...

A Very Sad Day

2009-10-25T07:57:00.002-07:00

Today...my parents was fighting again, although it just last for a few minutes, but that freak me out too! Because they were fighting at the Kim Gary Restaurant in Sunway Pyramid and all the other people was just looking at our table...that was really embarassing...I was very very sad because my father scold my mother, and she cried at reataurant..I hope this will not happen again or I will just leave...

A Very Sad Day

2009-10-25T07:57:00.001-07:00

邢的问题

2009-10-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

一个人，她叫你帮她做一件事，你好心帮了她，她却嫌弃你帮她做得不好，你的心情会是怎样的呢？如果这个人，是你最好的朋友，你是否会当场骂她呢？

（请留言）

很有意思的十句话

2009-09-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

最近，我翻阅了一本书，发现了这十句很有意思的话，所以决定写下来于大家分享，也希望大家能去领悟它们的含义：
- 不要小看自己，因为人有无限的可能。
- 人，要知福，惜福，再造福。
- 要原谅一个无心伤害人的人，不能做一个轻易被别人伤害的人。
- 如果影响不了别人，就做回自己该做的事。
- 脾气嘴巴不好，心地再好也不能算是好人。
- 舍得，舍得，能舍才能得。
- 生气，就是拿别人的过错来惩罚自己。
- 人生，若能减低欲望，生活上便没什么值得计较。
- 甘愿做，欢喜受。
- 人要克服困难，不要被困难克服。

又有假期了

2009-09-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

今年真的有好多的假期啊！上课都不到两个星期，现在又有一星期假期，我快要闷得发霉了啦！不行，我得找一些活动来充实自己才行，不然我真的要发霉了。现在，是二零零九年九月十九日晚上十一点四十分，还有二十分钟，就是我好朋友的生日了，在这里，我想衷心地祝福她生日快乐！好了，我就写到这里！拜拜!

初次的经历

2009-09-11T18:53:00.000-07:00

昨天放学后，我就像以往那样，走路回家。但是，当我一回到家，竟然发现家里没有人，而且门铃也故障了，怎么按也没有声音。我当时急得如热锅上的蚂蚁，我不知道该怎么办。就在我不知所措的同时，我看见我邻居的家里有人，我便急忙得去按他们的门铃，但是他们的门铃也和我家的一样，故障了。但心幸好邻居的狗跑了出来，大声地向着我吠，邻居才走了出来。我借了他们的电话拨电给我妈妈，我妈妈才赶着回来，她说她忘了我是五点半放学。妈妈还提醒我说，下次一定要带一些防身的工具才可出门。这次的经历真让我刻骨铭心啊！

倒霉的一天

2009-09-10T19:10:00.000-07:00

昨天，倒霉的事件接连发生在我身上，让我不知道要怎么去面对。第一，昨天华语班结束时，我被一群正在玩椅子的捣蛋鬼用椅子打伤了背后，右手在这星期内不能正常行动。第二，我忘了带书去学校，被老师训了一顿。第三，我犯了一些不能犯的错误，被妈妈骂的狗血淋头。希望今天的命运会比昨天好，不然我真的不知要怎么办了！但是，幸好今天时星期五，在学校三个小时罢了，所以我猜应该不会有不好的事情发生吧！

奇迹终究会出现

2009-09-09T07:41:00.000-07:00

今天我在学校其实很不开心，因为在下课时候的情形很不寻常，我觉得好像没有人理睬我，没有人跟我谈天，所以我唯有独自一人坐在一个无人的凳子上看书。就连‘她们’也没有和我说话，我当时真的非常的害怕，一种被抛弃的感觉迅速涌上我的心头。当时，我也开始担心起晚上的补习，我怕同样的情形会再度出现，但我知道妈妈是不可能让我不去补习的，所以我也照常上补习班。奇迹就在这时出现了，我一进到课室，‘她们’不只和我说话，我那两个吵架的朋友终于跟对方说话了，她们俩还谈的很高兴呢！看到了这突如其来的奇景，我顿时放下了心里那块大石，那种隐藏在我心里许久的痛苦感觉也渐渐消失得无影无踪。。。

怪怪的我

2009-09-08T07:20:00.000-07:00

最近的我不知道为什么时常发呆，人家叫我很多次我都不会应，我的心好像去了另一个地方那样。。更奇怪的是，连我也不知道自己在想什么！唉。。我现在最清楚的就是，那种痛苦的感觉依然留在我心里，完全没有要消失的意思。。这几天我下课也不是很开心，不知道为什么，我觉得很害怕，很无助，我渐渐觉得学校是一个恐怖的地方，我想离它越远越好，总之就是很害怕很害怕！！我到底该怎么办才好呢？谁能够教我怎么做呢？？我也渐渐觉得，除了身边的几个好朋友之外，其他朋友好像正在远离我。。唉，好了好了，我怕自己在胡思乱想就会崩溃了，所以我就写到这里了！还有一件事就是：阅读这个部落格的朋友们，请别在学校或其他公共场所问我关于我写的这些事，我不怕告诉你们，我对于这些事很敏感的，希望你们不会介意，谢谢你们的合作！

快乐的星期五

2009-09-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

今天是星期五，所以是两点二十分才得去学校，而且今天只须去学校三个小时就放学了，太爽了！今天在学校下课，我可是很高兴呢！但是唯一美中不足的就是少了楚俞。。唉，你们知道吗？其实我很辛苦，我身边的好朋友最近吵架了，所以我就被夹在中间了。。那种感觉是没有人能够了解的，是非常非常痛苦的。。虽然我不知道她们几时才会和好，但是我每天都会祷告希望她们会早日和好。

A Life with Loves

A Dream

The Invisible Stress

You are always in my heart

Rubbish

What's wrong???

Boring Saturday

My First Times

Yaayy!!!!! Boooooo!!!!!

Angry

一个不开心的“物体”

Unexpected

Report card day ; Carnival

害怕 ; 后悔

假期

Happy Holiday

Doesn't she know what is FAIR

Hate to be a student

离别了

最讨厌的事

少年游

朋友，我的一切

今日的学校生活 （她）

命运，是那么残忍的吗？

懦弱的宿命

我错了

这是什么感 觉？

Sad =(

Extremely Exciting

Results

My Lovely Sunglasses :(

Beautiful Pavilion

Holidays

Gong Xi Fa Cai

^^

A Very Sad Day

A Very Sad Day

A Very Sad Day

邢的问题

很有意思的十句话

又有假期了

初次的经历

倒霉的一天

奇迹终究会出现

怪怪的我

快乐的星期五

今日的学校生活（她）

这是什么感觉？