A Dream

I was walking on a street with Vanessa passing by three schools -- SMK USJ 4, SMK USJ 8 and SMK USJ 12 when we saw many germans were walking out from the schools. I told Vanessa that if there are germans in other schools, that means there must be some in ours. We quickly walk back to school.

We were all in class, when a teacher which is Puan Lau I think, was giving us a briefing about a competition, she said that if anyone wins the competition, she will give us anything that we want. Then I raised up my hand and said :" Teacher, If I won you must find Leon Dorando back to see me ok ? " And suddenly someone appeared outside the classroom, a guy. I can't believe what I saw, Vanessa is shocked and she yelled :" Jia Wen, Leon ! " pointing at the guy standing outside the classroom. Yes, I was pretty sure that's Leon, with a very stylish hair and makeups like Adam Lambert. I ran towards him and said :" Hi Leon !" He shook his head, he said :" No, I'm not Leon. "He said that he is from another group, he is not Leon. I was shocked, his face is exactly like Leon's.

I was in class again. Sook Wei is sitting at my place right beside Vanessa. I sitting quietly and listening to the boring lesson. Suddenly the teacher scolded me, she said that I was talking
while she was teaching, but I'm not ! That made me mad, I ran to the back of the class and cried. School ends, Wei Wen saw me crying, she comfort me and says that she need to go for cheerleading and say she will find me during recess. ( I don't know why its recess )

I went swimming with Vanessa at a club, its a very nice place, and we both were wearing a black t-shirt. After swimming, Vanessa went straight to my house, and we were chatting in my room. Moments later, my mum started calling us to get ready for dinner with my aunt. While we were in the car, I asked Vanessa whether she wants to go for dinner with my family, she said that her mum needs her to be at home before 7.30pm, I looked at the clock in the car, it's 7pm.

My father drop me and Vanessa off at a city. When we get off the car, we saw A german lady carrying a cute baby. Ken-G appeared and took picture of the lady, we ran towards them and Jia Hui appeared. Ken-G took a picture of 3 of us with the lady. It's time for Vanessa to go home, I wanted to send her home before I go for dinner with my family. I brought her to a subway to get LRT, and suddenly she dissapeared. I can't find her anywhere but I saw my brother. He was following me, running here and there to find Vanessa, and we arrived in a dark room.

I was alone in the creepy dark room, with a white dog. I can't see anything and I felt my hand touching a switch, I pressed it and the light right on top of the dog lighted up. I pressed the switch one more time and the light changed colour. It was just keep changing and changing, and the dog was staring at the light. It was getting very scary, thats the moment I woke up.

It was all just A DREAM. A weird dream.

The Invisible Stress

Its been such a very very very long time, feels good to be back :)

Its 3 and a half month since new year's eve, its 2011 and I'm 15. Fifteen is tough, homeworks and projects is like japan's tsunami and my heart is like the earthquake, its breaking :(

To me, the worst thing is not homework, it is the invisible stress coming from someone, someone...else

Sometimes I will hate people suddenly, and I don't know the reason, why. I felt that I've did something wrong, and someone is blaming me, questioning me in silence, I can feel it. It is strong, like someone is hating me and this invisible stress is killing me !

This feeling doesn't feel good at all...I know that something bad is going to happen, I wish I coulad just die, to escape from the invisible stress...

You are always in my heart

Uncle Alex is my father's brother, he is very close to my father...

Uncle Alex is a very joyful person, he likes to tell jokes to everyone, making people happy making people laugh...until now, I still can't believe that he had leave us to another world, leaving behind his wife and his two child which is my cousin sister and brother...

Every Sunday, we will go to his house for the youth activities, everytime when he saw me, he will smile and say: " Hi, where's yr papa?" He loves my father really much, he loves his family very much, the only thing is he doesn't love himself...nobody knows that he is actually a unhappy person when he is alone, he didn't told anyone about his problems, he doesn't want people to be worried about him...

I always thought that he was a man with no problem in life, just happiness~ He is a very kind man, he treat us as her own children, he is the best uncle in the world...

Suddenly, I miss his voice ; I miss his jokes...I can't believe that he will leave us so fast!!!

My uncle passed away on the 30th of Sep, after he came back from work...he is selfish, he should not had left behind his wife and children, especially his daughter who is still studying in Ausrialia...

My cousin sister rush back from Ausrialia on the 1st of October, she did not have a chance to see her father the last time, alive...

Uncle Alex's funeral is on the 2nd of Oct, on that day I saw my cousin sister and brother, standing beside their father's coffin, coudn't stop crying...and when I saw them crying, I saw cant stop crying...D: That day is the 1st time I saw my father cry...

Uncle Alex, rest in peace, you are always in my heart...

Rubbish

I didn't did well in my English presentation today, I know its very very LAME, but I just cant think of anything better than that =(

Haizzz, I know I'm just a rubbish, a stupid rubbish, a rubbish that nobody cares about!!!

What's wrong???

Since that unhappy thing happened, I had never be happy before...I don't know what is wrong...

I can't control myself from crying these days, I absolutely don't know the reason why I'm crying...every night before I go to sleep, I must cry at least 1 time to make me fall asleep...

Oh my Goodness, I felt like I'm crazy, totally crazy...I'm exhausted and stressed, I "EXPLODING"...

WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG???

Boring Saturday

Wow, today is the most boring day in the week~

Hari ganti persekolahan, I like it sometimes because there will be less students, heheeee ><

Today is hari ganti for Deepavali if I'm not wrong...It was boring because Watermelon and Rainbow never come, just me, Yuki, Vanilla and JH...

During sivik period teacher never teach, so we play Hamburger...there was 7 of us : Me, Vanilla, JH, Jin yie, Yew Shiung, Eng Yaw and Guo hui...It was fun~

Science period we did the neutralization experiment, it was so cool...next week we are going to teach those who didn't come today, yay~

That's all, can't think of anything to write already, goodbye~

My First Times

First times~ Hmmmm...It really makes you happy~ I love that feeling~

The 1st one : My first time to perform in choir with my best friends rainbow and yuki, maybe I should say the first performance in this school,wow it was so so so cool~ I'm so so so happy~The performance is so great~When the audients are clapping, I felt so so so proud~Oh my goodness.......I LOVE IT!!!!!!! CHOIR ROCKZ!!!!!!

The 2nd one : My first time to wear thee blue baju kurung (costume), although it is very hot when we wear it, not that 'hot' ya...is panas, SWEAT... so so so great~

The 3rd one : My first time to wear black shoes to performance~ it was so so so...er...so...GOOD!!!! =D

The 4th one : My first time to go Winter Watermelon's house, wooohoooo~ I bet it will be very very very fun~yay~

Haha...this is all my first times~hope u enjoy them!!!