A Dream

I was walking on a street with Vanessa passing by three schools -- SMK USJ 4, SMK USJ 8 and SMK USJ 12 when we saw many germans were walking out from the schools. I told Vanessa that if there are germans in other schools, that means there must be some in ours. We quickly walk back to school.

We were all in class, when a teacher which is Puan Lau I think, was giving us a briefing about a competition, she said that if anyone wins the competition, she will give us anything that we want. Then I raised up my hand and said :" Teacher, If I won you must find Leon Dorando back to see me ok ? " And suddenly someone appeared outside the classroom, a guy. I can't believe what I saw, Vanessa is shocked and she yelled :" Jia Wen, Leon ! " pointing at the guy standing outside the classroom. Yes, I was pretty sure that's Leon, with a very stylish hair and makeups like Adam Lambert. I ran towards him and said :" Hi Leon !" He shook his head, he said :" No, I'm not Leon. "He said that he is from another group, he is not Leon. I was shocked, his face is exactly like Leon's.

I was in class again. Sook Wei is sitting at my place right beside Vanessa. I sitting quietly and listening to the boring lesson. Suddenly the teacher scolded me, she said that I was talking
while she was teaching, but I'm not ! That made me mad, I ran to the back of the class and cried. School ends, Wei Wen saw me crying, she comfort me and says that she need to go for cheerleading and say she will find me during recess. ( I don't know why its recess )

I went swimming with Vanessa at a club, its a very nice place, and we both were wearing a black t-shirt. After swimming, Vanessa went straight to my house, and we were chatting in my room. Moments later, my mum started calling us to get ready for dinner with my aunt. While we were in the car, I asked Vanessa whether she wants to go for dinner with my family, she said that her mum needs her to be at home before 7.30pm, I looked at the clock in the car, it's 7pm.

My father drop me and Vanessa off at a city. When we get off the car, we saw A german lady carrying a cute baby. Ken-G appeared and took picture of the lady, we ran towards them and Jia Hui appeared. Ken-G took a picture of 3 of us with the lady. It's time for Vanessa to go home, I wanted to send her home before I go for dinner with my family. I brought her to a subway to get LRT, and suddenly she dissapeared. I can't find her anywhere but I saw my brother. He was following me, running here and there to find Vanessa, and we arrived in a dark room.

I was alone in the creepy dark room, with a white dog. I can't see anything and I felt my hand touching a switch, I pressed it and the light right on top of the dog lighted up. I pressed the switch one more time and the light changed colour. It was just keep changing and changing, and the dog was staring at the light. It was getting very scary, thats the moment I woke up.

It was all just A DREAM. A weird dream.

The Invisible Stress

Its been such a very very very long time, feels good to be back :)

Its 3 and a half month since new year's eve, its 2011 and I'm 15. Fifteen is tough, homeworks and projects is like japan's tsunami and my heart is like the earthquake, its breaking :(

To me, the worst thing is not homework, it is the invisible stress coming from someone, someone...else

Sometimes I will hate people suddenly, and I don't know the reason, why. I felt that I've did something wrong, and someone is blaming me, questioning me in silence, I can feel it. It is strong, like someone is hating me and this invisible stress is killing me !

This feeling doesn't feel good at all...I know that something bad is going to happen, I wish I coulad just die, to escape from the invisible stress...