Its been such a very very very long time, feels good to be back :)
Its 3 and a half month since new year's eve, its 2011 and I'm 15. Fifteen is tough, homeworks and projects is like japan's tsunami and my heart is like the earthquake, its breaking :(
To me, the worst thing is not homework, it is the invisible stress coming from someone, someone...else
Sometimes I will hate people suddenly, and I don't know the reason, why. I felt that I've did something wrong, and someone is blaming me, questioning me in silence, I can feel it. It is strong, like someone is hating me and this invisible stress is killing me !
This feeling doesn't feel good at all...I know that something bad is going to happen, I wish I coulad just die, to escape from the invisible stress...
