懦弱的宿命

至下个星期的我：

你以为时间过得很慢，抬头却发现三个月即将过去了......

你以为不舍的是懦弱的宿命。

你看见那天天站在闸门等待的孩子，你发现心里也累积了一点...一点的难过。

今天你告诉你自己你成功了，可以絮絮而谈了，不用顾盧了......你要小心地看着自己的双脚，筹谋踏出的每一步。

你已在小学毕业了，你问你自己：“你害怕吗？”

我错了

今天下课，我和四个好朋友一起下课。我想主动和她们聊天，却不知道该聊些什么。她们不停地问我为什么这么安静，我却又答不出。我想参她们一起讲废话，可是我又怕自己说错话。我认为，不说话是最安全了。听到她们讲一些好笑的东西，我就笑。除了这个，我什么都不敢。为什么？为什么我会这么地没胆量，只是开口聊聊天而已，怕什么？现在，大家都说很难和我沟通。我也认为自己很难和别人沟通。

我这才发现，原来我那个不说话的想法是大错特错的。可是我现在才发现会不会太迟了？我好想大胆的说话，可是我能吗？还有没有人愿意和我做朋友呢？我真的不想没天被妈妈骂我没胆，我不想让别人认为我是缩头乌龟，我想改变我自已，成为爱与别人沟通的邢嘉纹！

这是什么感 觉？

今天，到底是怎样的感觉？一大清早，我就被那熟悉的声音给吵醒-闹钟。我很累，异常地累，模模额头，没发烧。我很想倒头再睡，可是又被妈妈叫了：“去冲凉啦！还睡，真是只懒猪！”唉，没办法，只好乖乖地听从命令。冲凉的时候，手臂突然感到一阵刺痛，大概是昨天溜冰跌倒后所造成的吧！又听见妈妈催促弟弟冲凉的声音了，聪明的话，就赶快冲凉洗脸，以免又得唉骂了！

早上十点多，妈妈带了我和弟弟去理发店剪头发，由于后天即将开学，妈妈想让我们带着整整齐齐的发型回到学校去。

今天是星期六，是我最自由的一天，平时的我在星期六就最好动，最高兴了，怎么我今天懒懒散散的，一点也不快乐呢？理发师帮我理发时，我脑子里反反复复地想着这个问题，我今天到底怎么了？理发完毕后，我望着镜子里绑起头发后的我，哇，我的“马尾”变得好短了呀！过后，就去逛逛书展，买了一本小说，‘辍学的日子’，应该蛮好看的。

下午回到家，好累好累了，去睡个午觉吧！睡了整整一个小时半。醒来后，糟了！睡了那么久，晚上肯定睡不着了啦！我赶紧吧“再睡多一下子”的念头抹掉，然后就拿起刚买的小说来阅读。读着读着，不听话的眼泪在我脸庞滑了下来。故事好感人哦！多亏那本感人的小说，让我哭了起来，我顿时心里舒畅多了，那种奇怪的感觉也就渐渐地消失得无影无踪。

晚餐，我们一家大小在‘旺角茶餐厅’享用晚餐，那个地方非常优美，应该是一间刚开张的购物广场吧！挂在天花板上的巨型风扇，让到那儿逛街的人都感到好凉快，也把我心里那不愉快的心情给吹走了。

我今天的心情可以说是忽冷忽热，也可以说是非常地不寻常，有谁能告诉我，这是什么感觉？

Sad =(

Finally our gathering in sunway had ended today, so sad =( Let me share, This morning I woke up at 07:37 am, so early...after my breakfast, my father fetch us to Sunway Pyramid at 9:45am, I thought I was the last people to arrived there, but when I reached, all of them are not there yet, so I just jalan jalan there with my brother, its early and not much people shopping yet. Finally when I'm in the LG2 toilet, SW called me and want me to take her from the main entrance, I say I was lazy so she just walked in herself =.= After I met SW, we went to buy ticket for ice skating. When SW finished wearing the skating shoes, all of them arrived. After they finished wearing their shoes, we went in the ice rink to skate, duh =.= I fell down many time and my butt is so pain, OMG! My friend QY,this is her first time coming for ice skating, she is so scared, so JY and I teached her how to skate. Then, JY and QY fell down together and JY hurt her wrist, so sad =( Hope she is ok. After skating, we went to the Jusco food court for lunch, no big deal. After that, JY and QY need to go back home already=( because JY's mum scared QY's mum will be worried about her(QY). Then we went shopping with SW and the rest if them, Popular, Cinema, Arcade, Asian Avenue and more...SW went back home at 4:10pm and I went back at nearly 5pm,and the rest of them also...This is such a fun trip but not perfect without my 'lg', JY. I'm looking forward for the next gathering =)

Extremely Exciting

Tomorrow going to Sunway with my friends, I'm sooo exciting, must be very fun! Holiday is coming to an end, going back to school again=( Omg! Still not yet done my homework, and one more thing, do watch this movie ' Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief' , you will love it, its really nice! I like the main actress, and some part are funny, haha=)

Results

Exam had finally ended, freedom!!! But, the nightmare is just at the starting,RESULTS of exam is not very well, but I'll try my best on the next exam, but still very very sad...one of my friend her results was very well to me, but maybe she doesn't feel that the results is good, so she is very down this few days, everyday when I saw she was unhappy, I will also feel unhappy, duno why...anyway, hope she will cheer up, exam is not everything, we can try even harder for the next time. My friend, I believe you can do it, good luck to you, I will always be there for you :)